kri120

kri120 @ 2008-08-31T10:35:00

2008-08-31T17:35:23Z

GIVE ME MONEYYYYYY OSAP

kri120 @ 2008-08-24T22:55:00

2008-08-25T05:59:29Z

i only make mistakes when i come home for the summer. i take like eight steps forward during the school year, and eight steps back by the second week of May each year. im going to sabotage this for myself, just like all the ones before he. argh.

and REALLY, i thought i was done with the cryptic emo livejournal posts!

kri120 @ 2008-04-14T04:27:00

2008-04-14T08:36:21Z

i wonder if the 15 year olds of today fantasize about being dexter the way i did about being buffy the vampire slayer.

Who would have thought wanting to stake supernatural beings through the heart while making clever puns would ever be the healthier of two dellusions?

God and I still don't see the sex appeal of Angel. He's so.. lurky?

I miss early 21st century TV!

kri120 @ 2008-04-11T00:12:00

2008-04-11T04:12:31Z

i feel like its HIGH SCHOOL, thats it.

kri120 @ 2008-04-09T00:03:00

2008-04-09T04:08:10Z

I might have gained like 80 pounds in one day. I ate pizza for breakfast, lunch and dinner because I was too lazy to take the two buses to the grocery store. Oh and i was also bogged down totally immobilizing menstral cramps. this led a permissive use of painkillers, more sleep, and less exam preparation.

In conclusion, i hate exams. i cant believe i committed myself to three more years of this shit.

kri120 @ 2008-03-05T22:50:00

2008-03-06T03:51:38Z

alright, so, i guess ill let you know what's been going on:

I went to England, and then I came back. It was an amazing experience. I have never travelled so much or stretched myself so thin. I sorta did it all - theatre/crazyparties/pubs/drugs/love/overnightbusestoamsterdam/anawesomeindependentresearchproject/newpeople/hostels/britishpeople/europeanpeople...
the list goes on and on. I'm going to make an awesome scrapbook of my experiences, one day.

Right now, Im living in a 126 year old house in downtown guelph. My roommates are new and exciting (met them in England), but somehow I know theyre only going to be in my life for this short period of time. Well, I'll embrace it. We have a cat named Margaret Thatcher. She's a bit insane, but overall she suits us well.

Next year I'm moving to Kingston... all on my own. I got into school there, and its going to be awesome. I'm going to get a one-bedroom apartment, a double bed, and a ridiculously large student loan. We will see where life takes me from there. I'm thinking of doing another exchange in my second year at the law school. I love Canada - but its sorta cold and mediocre a lot of the time.

Right now, I'm just coasting through this last semester, trying to get by. Sometimes I miss old friends, but for the most part I'm okay with the people who have stayed consistent in my life. I look forward to the occasional weekend in Mississauga and familiar faces. I miss my parents a lot, and little riley.

Ah, I turned 22. What a nightmare. My mother was married at this age, and Im just starting out. I know there are cultural differences between now and then, but I feel like a baby. I still have that outraged sort of reaction when I hear about people I know getting engaged. Like, "WHAT! At OUR age?!?!?!" And its not just cuz they got pregnant or are religious. Some of them have genuinely selected 22 as a good age to start a family... and society isn't so shocked by this, its just me. I guess I stopped counting around 17.

The roommate who lives above me has an acoustic guitar. Often I find acoustic guitars annoying when they're close-range, but faintly drifting through a 126 year old house, they produce a quite lovely sound. It doesnt matter which song... everything sounds better through 126 year old vents.

Love!

kri120 @ 2008-01-05T03:12:00

2008-01-05T08:13:14Z

ah, shit. im back.

kri120 @ 2007-07-29T15:53:00

2007-07-29T20:21:58Z

ok so my new job isnt that horrible... i can get away with a lot, for example illegally downloading harry potter and the deathly hallows on a government computer, and then spending half of the day reading it...

OMG LONDON. t-minus one month, less a day. im contemplating partially packing my bags this afternoon.. figure its a nice way to exhaust some of my excitement... probably will only fuel it though... i wish lauren would come back so i could continue 'purging' my closet.. which essentially involves me reluctantly handing over all the clothes i know i am unlikely to ever fit into again (oh to be a size ten once more...). but its good.. to make space anddddd fo become more acceptingggggg of the changes, and all that... (what?)

OH. i wrote my lsats and scored quite high, so can go to law school if i want to. i think i will, but i dont want to actually BECOME a lawyer or anything... maybe lobbying for NGOS, or get into international law... probably something i should consider researching, but id rather just ebay browse for new clothes. gotta get my apps done before i leave though, which gives me less than a month to fill them out.... ahhh letters of reference... HMMMM.

did i mention that i love ebay? oh and that lauren is back from spain. it is so wonderful... everything felt very much the same between all of us, though things ARE different now. she spoke to me about how her experience has changed her... wonder if ill be saying the same thing in five months. probably not, maybe in a few years though if i go off to law school in victoria.

its supposed to be very hippy-left-winged. I think i would enjoy that atmosphere, but im not sure i could do it.. put so many hours between myself and my home...

i got a new puppy - ole rileydukes. hes a doll. well, i seem to be the only one in my family that still thinks so. hes totally defiant and energetic, but i love that. hes different than sandy... very different. im glad of it. i like taking him for walk, and have fallen into the habit of randomly recruiting figures of my past to accompany me for them. its nice to hear updates. i like feeling so detached from what once was, or from who i once wanted to be.

i dont believe in god or fate, but i still think that ive finally figured out how i should be. right now feels the most natural... i think its a good sort of feeling to go by. im happy, and am going to have an amazing four months...

oh yeah and i went back to WoW... only wish i had more time for it. man i definitely need to purge some more clothes.. my drawers are overflowing. its getting a bit ridiculous.

love!

kri120 @ 2007-05-25T16:00:00

2007-05-25T20:12:02Z

the reason i probably havent updated in so long is because everything is going pretty well so far this summer. i start my job on monday, so maybe ill have something to complain about after then. other than that everything has been totally remarkable...

kri120 @ 2007-04-17T02:54:00

2007-04-17T06:52:43Z

um, fuck off stats, hello LSATS?

This summer is going to blow. But then... oh, but then.

What the hell am i doing with my lifeeeeeeeeeeeee?

the problem with hockey moms...

2007-03-03T18:05:47Z

is that they make me wake up at 545am to go and serve them coffee.

you know what really sucks? to return home from a six hour shift only to discover you are still the only on of your friends up yet today... le sigh.

kri120 @ 2007-02-07T16:33:00

2007-02-07T21:42:50Z

i really like calling people 'comrade'. i blame 1984 and animal farm, but lately ive had the desire to call everyone it, from my 50ish year old colleague at tim hortons to my ridicolous roommates. i suppose it makes sense in both cases if you think about it.

this morning i had an exam, tonight i have an exam... im tired because i worked in between and i dont think im ready for it... but im done with studying. i might just sleep. probably would be better to be refreshed than go over my notes anymore times. ah no, ill go to the library and get some stuff done.. only a few more hours and then i can crash. tomorrow i get to sleep in as late as i want, and can take a night off to just relax and absorb the information presented to me during my lectures. i like absorbing like that. im like a human spunge - only not smelly. WELL i actually didnt shower yesterday due to studyage and laziness, but lets keep that on the DL shall we? yes, yes we shall. STUDYFACE.

my savings are going well considering the unfortunate ebay lapse i had a few days ago. i picked up an extra shift on sunday, so everything is now well and back its very unrealistic track. ill prove them wrong.... just like the little engine that could. strange that the word 'track' made me think of that.

anyway, im done with inane ramblings, peace out my lovers.

kri120 @ 2007-01-21T23:57:00

2007-01-22T04:58:29Z

if the beatles say all you need is love then who the hell am i to doubt them?

kri120 @ 2006-12-29T00:54:00

2006-12-29T05:56:12Z

sometimes you really just have to appreciate your exes, in all their baffoon-like glory.

kri120 @ 2006-11-30T07:42:00

2006-11-30T07:42:32Z

i need money. ill be spending over ten grand in the next year... how terrifying does that sound? its too serious-seeming. i dont want to make a decision about my future career. i dont want to set a life plan, not really. i dont want to think about twelve months in the future and know exactly where ill be, what ill be thinking about and what ill be working towards. i dont like structure. i dont even like making plans for more than a few days in advance. i might just procrastinate this whole life decision thing for another four years... a second degree? a phD? law school? as long as it buys me time ill take it into consideration... this is a ridiculous way to go about life.

i think i need a bank loan, and another job. im not sure if i should go back to amc for christmas... im pretty at peace with peacing out of that place, but money is money and i surely cannot work at timmies throughout the break. still, its just awkward, isn't it? im not good with awkward situations, i usually just inappropriately run away from them... its a stupid thing to do when you know theres a good chance youll have to face them again.

amc is an institution founded upon gossip and immature social relations, and such a setting has only ever brought out the extremes in me - both good and bad. more bad than good many would argue, and there might just be some merit in their claim. im tired of feeling guilty for something i was deceived into doing. im tired of caring about the dates and fates of the fifteen year old kids i used to work with, but i kinda still actually do.

and still, a four hundred dollar credit card bill, the lsats, and a law degree do not pay for themselves. fleeing the country too - no, it doesnt pay for itself. the truth is i really needdddd some structure in my life, and some cash. maybe i should just deal drugs, or something.

kri120 @ 2006-11-22T08:16:00

2006-11-22T08:16:19Z

i mean now they are... i mean.. is my pic changed yet? FUCK

kri120 @ 2006-11-22T08:15:00

2006-11-22T08:15:20Z

times are a changin' pilgrams

kri120 @ 2006-11-09T06:38:00

2006-11-09T06:38:03Z

i really like life right now.

this week is my annual crazy multi-friend birthday week, where every day is a new friends birthday.

i have to think of good gifts for all these people. im thinking of getting andrea a bong, so she can further enjoy the love of her life. i think thats the only pot related product she does not yet own.. or i might get her a new pipe and a grinder, cuz im pretty sure she doesnt have one of those.. though her pot is always ground... so mayhaps im wrong, mayhaps.

i think im going to get lilian a box a chocolates, because its so random and unexpected, and probably more romantic than what my brother will get her.. and thats just hilarious.

veronica i just plan on getting drunk.

lauren, if she were in the country, would receive more orgasm cream, since with all the spain slutting shes been doing she probably used up all the stuff i got her last year... ive been flirting with the idea of sending it by air mail.. but lets face it, if lauren has an address she doesnt know it, and even she does shell probably move within the next few weeks anyway nad will never get my package.

tanyas birthday isnt until the end of the month, and shes decided to have a hawaiian themed party. i cant think of a gift that goes along well with this theme though, besides malibu rum, but thats too impersonal... im sure ill come up with something though.

i love birthday season.

On my education:

2006-10-25T05:38:22Z

So its that time of year again - good ole course selection time. They always prep you for it with that damn webadvisor email, which never seems to fail to inform you that the *random* draw of student numbers has yet again assigned you to the last day to pick courses, regardless of the fact youve been *randomly* assigned that slot for the last three semester in a row. Don't blame the system they say, its entirely *random*.

What am i rambling about, you may legitimately wonder (none of you actually being university of guelph students outside of tanya/maddog):

Primarily, it means that for the third time in my university career, im going to have to wake up at 7am in order to scramble for the threeish seats left in the classes i want and NEED to take for my program. I can only hope that this semester (unlike last) I actually succeed in beating the other equally early birds to the time slots i so desperately desire, and thus do not have to take three night classes again in one semester.

To make matters worse, on top of all this agony, they go and give the majority of the course requirements I need to take (in a very pressing amount of time might i add!) the most obscenely contridicting and obscure time slots (this is even prior to all the 'good' time slots being taken up by the people randomly assigned to an earlier selection date). Yes, go right ahead, make some of my courses at 8 30am and no, dont you worry a thing, i dont mind having a 7 - 10pm the night before....and the night after... gahhh... somebody fix me?

I always wonder if these registrational people ever just stop and think that maybe course selection week shouldnt make us all feel like were being forced into some sort of roman melee that we have no chance of winning...? Sure,I'm definitely biased - I'm 0269379 and therefore prone to getting the screwy slot (kinda like being forced into said metaphroical melee without a weapon.. hmmmm OR like getting a fan as your weapon in battle royale!!!!) - but anyway, surely they could work out some sort of system that divides the seats proportionally and thus avoids both system overloads and inequality in one swift stroke? Who REALLY comes up with these things? They redid both webadviser and webct when they really didnt need redoing, yet this stupid system seems to endure despite the fact that, of the three, it has the most ridiculous set up by far!!!!

And seriously - why, WHY, do the first and second year students, who are likely going to just change their majors next year anyway (i know i did!), have priority when it comes to selecting my THIRD year courses? it makes no logical sense...

and as for my second school rant of the evening:

I think im getting dumber. it seems that increasingly, when I go to write out certain formerly well known words on paper(yeah i know, i still use that primitive form of documentation), i cant seem to remember how to spell them anymore. it happens quite a lot - at least once a day - and i acknowledge that my paranoia has been increasing a lot recently since a certain SOC class with a certain documentary on AIDS/HIV (entirely unrelated to this scare, hilariously) - but i really think something might be amiss here. its not just with spelling, its with memory too, and thats something ive always counted as one of my strong points.

Relating to this, i totally failed one of my exams today. not kristenesque standard fail (which is usually lower than 75) but normalized standard fail (lower than 50%)... I just know it. Its not that I didnt know the material, or that i blanked, or that i didnt study... i just didnt have enough time to write anything relevant. I physically cant write as fast as most people, or come up with answers as fast as i used to, and it sincerely worries me that i wrote an entire essay a couple of hours ago (sober and drug free might i add) and i still cant remember a single argument i made, or if i even really read the question right... i cant even remember what the question was, but i know i sure didnt answer it in my *essay*.

i tell you, something isnt right here... i think i lost my 'groove'. can your groove be academic achievement? cuz if it can, it means i lost it.

for once im my life school is the only thing that im focusing on/worrying about, and ironically it is now the only thing im NOT getting right. not that theres much to get right elsewhere... sigh.

i hate you 3250 public admin!

i want to go on an adventure again.

kri120 @ 2006-09-24T03:06:00

2006-09-24T07:25:40Z

Don't think about an answer...just put the first thing that pops into your head down.

1. My ex will...
always wear plaid shirts and think deoderant is something that you bust out for special occassions or when you really want to impress the ladies :)

2. I am listening to...
my monitor humming, its turning me on.

3. Maybe I should...
go to sleep at times when normal people sleep

4. I love...
my current lack of responsibilities

5. My best friends...
all dress very similarily.. even the boys. its kinda creepy.

6. I don't understand...
why i like kareokee so much, when i rarely get drunk enough to sing

7. I lost...
my soul when i was 11

8. People say...
theres a party in my pants, and theyre not invited

9. The meaning of my screen name is:
some random number i pretend is significant to me

10. Love is...
too dangerous of a word to use lightly

11. Somewhere, someone is...
chewing on their collar. that somewhere is here, and that someone is me.

12. I will always...
act like a cold hearted bitch to his face, and *swoon* and gush about him when hes not looking
*
13. Forever seems...
like a concept that means continuous in time?

14. I never ever want to...
go to a hanson concert. ive heard enough about how horrible they are from the jeff.

15. My cell phone is...
no longer in service, as i didnt pay the bill on time (again)

16. When I wake up in the morning...
i try to go back to sleep. i sleep in as long as possible, sometimes even for 12 to 13 hours if i have the opportunity.

17. I get annoyed when...
people dont get my jokes or witty references

18. Parties are...
good when im in the mood

19. My pet(s) are...
no longer alive, thanks for reminding me you livejournalistic bastard

20. Kisses are the best when...
they are passionate and soon followed by amazing sex

21. Today I...
did something joblike that did not involve popcorn selling

22. Tomorrow I will...
go to woodbine and bet on horses. go grocery shopping. return to guelph. start my readings for next week and possibly smoke a joint at 3am and write a political manifesto.

23. I really want...
get good enough at poker to be able to earn 500 dollars a week on partypoker, and not have to get a legitimate job consequently. oh yeah, and to travel to seemingly ridiculous places to spend time with people very important to me because i have all this excess money from my winnings. (ACKNOWLEDGE MY WITTY REFERENCE, BITCH)

that is the end.

kri120 @ 2006-09-21T01:26:00

2006-09-21T05:29:37Z

since ive undergone a serious life makeover as of late i figured it might be suitable to makeover livejournal similarily. WELCOME TO THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF MURDEROUS RED.

i really like alliteration. and this one random nate dog song, about shaking your ass.

kri120 @ 2006-09-06T21:27:00

2006-08-25T01:26:47Z

so ive concluded that although on most days lack of sleep hardly seems to phase me, on the wrong day it seems to turn me into some sort of drunk-like mentally challenged person who, at best, has the memory capacity of a small rodent. although i experienced many hilarious examples of this today at work, my favourite is the following:

during some down time today at work i slouched drowsily upon the C-Side table and tried to decipher the various pieces of graffeti my colleagues had quite artistically drawn upon the table-top beneath me. Since I've worked booth for over two years now, I have consequently seen the graffetti come and go with amanda's sporadic attempts to clean the tables up, and therefore possessed a rough knowledge of how old each piece potentially could be, and which of my fellow projectionists were trained for booth prior to the occurrence of each act of vandalism. This knowledge of course aided me in my attempt to figure out which one of my colleagues was responsible for each piece of art, which was a step towards my newly decided objective - discovering the secret message or meaning the grafetti was suppose to reveal to someone who troubled themselves enough to try and decipher it. (On a side note, I do actually know that most people don’t put this much thought into doodling on a table, but I guess like everything in my life, I sort of turned it into a game that had little to do with reality and the ways of regular people)

Anyway, after some minutes and a thorough examination of the entire table, i was pretty disappointed to discover that most of the “pieces of art” were not actual channels to the innermost mind's of my colleagues, but instead disguised initials or nicknames, void of anything remotely powerful or romantic...

Now up to this point in my life, I had never really bothered to carve my initials into anything (I still don’t even have a consistent signature that is more than the cursive writing of my name), but I was very bored at this particular moment and I had wasted a good portion of my now fading youth slouching upon that very table for the promise of anywhere from 7.75 to 8.65 an hour….

And so to make an already needlessly long story slightly shorter, I started to conjure up some grafetti, and I really wish I could show you guys the results of my so called creative mind at work, but let me just sum it up in one word for you - disaster. You see, I’m pretty much lacking in artistic ability of any kind...

Anyway, I eventually came up with a feeble design that I decided was at least adequate, and with my attention span already elapsed on the task, I hastily drew it onto the smallest portion of the untouched table top. Satisfied, I buried my secret beneath a box and a clamp and carried on with my shift, almost entirely forgetting it within minutes.

This is where the tiredness comes into play. About a half hour later I had gone through about a million different thoughts in my head and also started at least ten projectors, and so the memory of my little grafetti had now become hazy at best. However, seized by a sudden sense panic and wave of nostalgia, as I so often am, I wanted to look again upon my marking and store a mental image of it in my mind, in order to remember it as a part of the AMC world I would soon be leaving and okay, was sorta sad to see go…

The only problem was it was gone. I swear I actually did search for it. Forgetting that I had buried it under the box, I grew increasingly perplexed by my inability to find it. Eventually I concluded the marker must have smudged off into nothingness, and I sunk into a deep depression, dwelling upon how this was just an overly ironic example of exactly how easily erasable I am. You should have seen the mood I got into after this. I honestly nearly cried. It’s like I thought this meant no one would ever remember me.

Another half hour later and in a much shittier mood, I was slouched upon the table again. At this point I accidentally leaned too hard on the box I had buried my initials beneath and sent it, the clamp, and everything else beside me flying off the side of the table and onto the floor. It was then I rediscovered my marking upon the table – not erased but merely concealed - and felt instantly like a huge fool. I muttered, “chump” to myself as I continued on with the rest of my shift, admittedly feeling a bit relieved that my mark hadn’t actually been instantly erased.

I sure am a roller coaster of emotions when im over-tired. In conclusion, I now think I need sleep.

THE END.

Hey, this kinda reminded me of lowbrow. Tearrrrr.

kri120 @ 2006-08-18T23:34:00

2006-08-06T04:14:29Z

i dont understand why, but upon noticing that someone is clearly uncomfortable in an awkward social setting, people usually try to make them do something even more uncomfortable - i.e. dancing - as if it will somehow relieve the effects of the original awkwardness.

today i went to my uncle's wedding, and for the most part, it was pretty lovely. i, however, went more alone than usual in the sense that not only did i not bring a date, but for various coincidental reasons the single relatives i usually hang out with all could not make it, or were otherwise recently un-singlefied. i felt very bridget jones pre mr darcy for the most part of the evening, and consequently ended up getting slightly drunk and making a point out of becoming entirely invisible. the night soon became primarily about observing people, and like a fly on the wall (well there were no walls as it was an outdoor receptions but anyways) i was able to sit there unmoving and soak in the beauty and the love of the people that quite literally swirled around me. it made me feel really strong.

it was a pretty exceptional experience in itself, but recently ive really been feeling a lack of companionship with my fellow man. i know its the dawn of a new era in my life and all that, but i dont think ive ever felt this lonely.

kri120 @ 2006-08-15T02:30:00

2006-08-02T06:30:37Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now. (my darling brit)	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	✓ I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (not from my perspective, but im pretty crazy in general so its possible for a misinterpretation...)	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes. (try all the time)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (ive changed more over the last year than i did in the previous 18 combined)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

✓ I have broken someone's bones. (danielle orgeras nose in jk, and ill never forgive myself for it, nor will her face ever be symmetrical again)	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
✓ I'm paranoid at times. (change at times to almost always and we have my life)	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	✓ I need/want money right now.
× I love sushi.	✓ I talk really, really fast. (EVERYONE tells me this)	✓ I have fresh breath in the morning. (after brushing.)
× I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look. (to an extent and only at the moment, but yes)	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (god knows ive lied to everybody a lot in the last six months)	× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings.	✓ I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
✓ I have a hidden talent. (primarily seduction)	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.	× I enjoy talking on the phone.	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone.	✓ I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	✓ I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone.	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future. (im not actually sure about this, i still see the idea as too much of a novelty to consider seriously)
× I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn.	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (errr replace "friend" with colleague, and replace "made a move" with randomly decided to hook up with, and you have my life right there)
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends.	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys.	× Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
✓ I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
✓ I love my job(s). (in the way you love/hate an annoying little sister)	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can.	✓ I have jumped off a bridge.	× I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
✓ I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much.	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	✓ I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.	✓ I can't whistle.
× I have ridden/owned a horse.	✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.	✓ I talk in my sleep.
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (well the wrong decade. i think i belong in the 60s)	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	✓ I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	✓ I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist.	✓ I am ambidextrous. (to an extent)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	✓ I have terrible teeth.
✓ I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	× I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business.	✓ I smoke. (pot.)	✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (this sentence blows)
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (once i got an award for being the most normal person on my softball team, and i had a good secret laugh at them all for giving it to me)	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before.	✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone.	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
✓ I am a Libertarian. (too an extent)	× I can speak more than one language.	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	✓ I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (when i get my period almost every month i curse no one in particular for making me female, i would have made one kickass man)
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people. (just sandy...)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	✓ I have hit someone with a dead fish. (actually an alive fish)
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	× I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	✓ I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (jeff baby this ones for you)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing. (even though i have a dreadful voice)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (how does one create a baby? this question was worded way to creepily for my liking)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	✓ I can only hate someone that I love. (mostly because you cant hate people you dont know, and i usually grow to love everyone i really get to know, and theyre the only ones that can move me enough to even use the word hate, even though i usually dont actually hate them.)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

kri120 @ 2006-08-09T16:56:00

2006-07-27T20:57:03Z

Custom security?!?! NOW i get how youre all filtering your entries... wow this livejournal thing is much more complicated than i thought...